nezuko_Seraph_demon_princess 9 months ago
...... pls come back did something happen u deleted discord
ҽʋιʅ-σɳ-ρυɾρσʂҽ 3 years ago
i feel like im about to die it feels like no body is on my side can somebody come and save my life im tired of being a failure
ҽʋιʅ-σɳ-ρυɾρσʂҽ 3 years ago
if i should die before i wake i pray the lord my soul to take and leave destruction in my wake
Bio
my sound cloud profile https://soundcloud. com/deathdarkininig
new discord ɱσɳʂƚҽɾ ιɳ ƚԋҽ ԃαɾƙ#9058
im 18 in may 2022
.song writer
.i play guitar
.god at games
.skateboarder
.dress in dark colors
.and i love music
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.(losing my mind by me)
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.losing my mind one string at a time taste the cold steel of my knife dig into my skin burn me up from within take my breathe away and close my eyes bc i have lost the will to change and i will shun the world away in the darkness i will stay i will not bow i not break i will shut the world away i will not fall i will not fade i will take ur breathe away i will fight i will survive i will shut the world away losing my mind losing my time so kill my mind break my heart rip me apart falling apart bleeding out and i cant hold on to the light its getting so dark im losing my mind trying to find the perfect line in need a miracle a miracle sometimes its complicated its hard to be urself when all you feel is shaded but no body save me no body save me cuz im running out of time counting the seconds passing by so get ready to di-i-ie now i perfect ti-i-ime.... im losing my mind im running out of time this world is complicated searching for words i struggle to find the rythem and rhyme and im running out of time and im losing my mi-i-ind im lost inside.......
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I have this gift when i talk to people who are upset scared sad or angry I can take that mood away i basically soak up the fear and frustration and depression but its at the cost of my strength happiness and mental safety ...it worth it to feel like someone needs me like im not just a useless mistake that should never have happened .....
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(your words by me)
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load a gun with your words point it at my head pull the trigger then im dead leave a scar leave ur mark cmon im not afraid of the dark
you can tear my heart apart these words are my art they live within my heart you can beat me black and blue and ill still come back to you, you tell me we are through but call me is always the first thing you do,so i come back to you, you load ur gun with your words point it at my head and you pull the trigger the sound fills my head but when i open my eyes im not dead so go ahead hit me hard go ahead leave your mark idc if you leave me with scars bc im no longer afraid of the dark and you cant tear apart my heart these words are my art and they are like a deck of card shuffling around in my heart moving so fast but they dont fall apart!, these are the words in my heart....so when you leave me in the dark know i wont fall apart because i hold you in my heart so i look at the sky and count the stars and i sing to myself ill follow you no matter how far i have to go,so i hold these words in my heart they shuffle around like a deck of cards but they never break apart these words are my art....with all thats said i give you my heart.
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.(no help an original by me)
. They want me to sleep they tell me to dream but when i close my eyes the voices in my mind they start to scream i sit up at night looking at my reflection and i start to cry because all i see are my imperfections my eyes look tired my expression worn down my complexion is grey and i have cried all of my tears for today so i look at the clock trying to sleep i close my eyes hoping to dream but i wake up to the voices starting to scream so i sit up and cry and look at the sky and my life is breaking my heart starts aching and i have no one to hold me tight no one to tell me it will be alright so i fight this on my own waiting for someone to tell me i dont have to fight alone...my breath is shaking this risk that im taking its what i need hoping you wont hate me so i close my eyes and try to sleep and i start to dream they start to scream but i stay asleep lying in bed i open my eyes and see im not dead i sit up right and its cold and i have no one to hold because im taking this fight alone.... Im lost in my mind I got no where to hide no where to go im fighting this on my own but I can’t handle the pain I so i try to sleep i close my eyes and my demons start to scream saying soon they will be set free my soul is on fire I wake up in pain I look at my reflection my eyes look tired me expression is worn down and my complexion is grey and i tell myself im feeling ok...cuz I have to fight alone....
new discord ɱσɳʂƚҽɾ ιɳ ƚԋҽ ԃαɾƙ#9058
im 18 in may 2022
.song writer
.i play guitar
.god at games
.skateboarder
.dress in dark colors
.and i love music
.
.(losing my mind by me)
.
.losing my mind one string at a time taste the cold steel of my knife dig into my skin burn me up from within take my breathe away and close my eyes bc i have lost the will to change and i will shun the world away in the darkness i will stay i will not bow i not break i will shut the world away i will not fall i will not fade i will take ur breathe away i will fight i will survive i will shut the world away losing my mind losing my time so kill my mind break my heart rip me apart falling apart bleeding out and i cant hold on to the light its getting so dark im losing my mind trying to find the perfect line in need a miracle a miracle sometimes its complicated its hard to be urself when all you feel is shaded but no body save me no body save me cuz im running out of time counting the seconds passing by so get ready to di-i-ie now i perfect ti-i-ime.... im losing my mind im running out of time this world is complicated searching for words i struggle to find the rythem and rhyme and im running out of time and im losing my mi-i-ind im lost inside.......
.
.
.
.
.
I have this gift when i talk to people who are upset scared sad or angry I can take that mood away i basically soak up the fear and frustration and depression but its at the cost of my strength happiness and mental safety ...it worth it to feel like someone needs me like im not just a useless mistake that should never have happened .....
.
.
.
.
.
.
(your words by me)
.
load a gun with your words point it at my head pull the trigger then im dead leave a scar leave ur mark cmon im not afraid of the dark
you can tear my heart apart these words are my art they live within my heart you can beat me black and blue and ill still come back to you, you tell me we are through but call me is always the first thing you do,so i come back to you, you load ur gun with your words point it at my head and you pull the trigger the sound fills my head but when i open my eyes im not dead so go ahead hit me hard go ahead leave your mark idc if you leave me with scars bc im no longer afraid of the dark and you cant tear apart my heart these words are my art and they are like a deck of card shuffling around in my heart moving so fast but they dont fall apart!, these are the words in my heart....so when you leave me in the dark know i wont fall apart because i hold you in my heart so i look at the sky and count the stars and i sing to myself ill follow you no matter how far i have to go,so i hold these words in my heart they shuffle around like a deck of cards but they never break apart these words are my art....with all thats said i give you my heart.
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.(no help an original by me)
. They want me to sleep they tell me to dream but when i close my eyes the voices in my mind they start to scream i sit up at night looking at my reflection and i start to cry because all i see are my imperfections my eyes look tired my expression worn down my complexion is grey and i have cried all of my tears for today so i look at the clock trying to sleep i close my eyes hoping to dream but i wake up to the voices starting to scream so i sit up and cry and look at the sky and my life is breaking my heart starts aching and i have no one to hold me tight no one to tell me it will be alright so i fight this on my own waiting for someone to tell me i dont have to fight alone...my breath is shaking this risk that im taking its what i need hoping you wont hate me so i close my eyes and try to sleep and i start to dream they start to scream but i stay asleep lying in bed i open my eyes and see im not dead i sit up right and its cold and i have no one to hold because im taking this fight alone.... Im lost in my mind I got no where to hide no where to go im fighting this on my own but I can’t handle the pain I so i try to sleep i close my eyes and my demons start to scream saying soon they will be set free my soul is on fire I wake up in pain I look at my reflection my eyes look tired me expression is worn down and my complexion is grey and i tell myself im feeling ok...cuz I have to fight alone....