-XxDepressed Bear- 7 months ago
hope you are ok, bud. miss you a lot, would love to even say hi to you again.. im so sorry i was gone for so long
Bio
Hi, I officially quit KoGaMa after June 22, 2022. I still visit occasionally, but I’m not active anymore, don’t bother sending me friend requests.
I considered quitting for a while but I stayed much longer than I wanted to. I really care about you guys and didn’t want to hurt anyone, but I just couldn’t do it anymore. I miss my friends, but I’m happy that I got a chance to meet you guys and help so many people the best I could. I miss doing that, but it got overwhelming always trying to be the “hero” and solve everyone’s problems all the time. I miss KoGaMa sometimes but being here did more harm to me than good. Here is why I left:
Drama: To be honest, most of the drama that happened here didn’t even involve me. I usually tried to either stay out of it or solve the issue. But even in spite of that, being surrounded by constant fighting all the time still affected me. Something was ALWAYS going wrong, someone was ALWAYS starting something, and it was so exhausting.
Toxic friendships: I’ve had my fair share of bad friendships. I won’t go into too much detail but I’ve been manipulated, used, betrayed, and treated like worthless scum by some people here, which eroded my self image and has scarred me from making any more online friends. I know there’s good people on the internet too, but I’d rather just be safe and not get too close to people online anymore.
Hacking: Sometimes, I wouldn’t even feel safe being here. The moderation seems to be better now, but before, people were getting hacked left and right. Even I was hacked before, but luckily I got my account back unscathed after a month. Many weren’t so lucky, and I lost a lot of friends from that.
Boring: Playing games was fun at first, but over time, the games people made just started getting repetitive. Not bad, just unoriginal.
Thank you to all my awesome friends for all the good memories. I appreciate you all, even those who didn’t talk to me as much.
But you know what? I’m sorry, because in a way, I was a bad friend sometimes. Sure, I was helpful and I was not a fake friend, but I wasn’t always honest with how I felt and didn’t always hold people accountable. Sure I would get mad sometimes or even snap occasionally, but I usually ended up coming back and forgiving people too fast, and that was just enabling them that it was okay to be toxic. In a way, that makes me toxic too. So I’m sorry, and I take full responsibility for that. A true friend isn’t just kind, they also hold you accountable for your actions when you mess up. Even if it’s hurtful to say, in the long run, it’s more kind than just trying to be nice to avoid hurting them briefly. It’s time that I start doing that. I have a few final things to say to a few people that I feel I never got to be truly honest with for closure. (DON’T GO HARASS ANY OF THEM)
Neriah: You did a lot of damage, arguably more than anyone else. You manipulated and lied to me, faked depression and suicide (I know you stopped doing that a while ago, and I don’t mean to hold grudges or bring up old things but it still hurts that you would do that), insulted me, unfriended me countless times, sometimes out of nowhere, and even did the same thing to others. It really affected my self esteem and still hurts. But I am trying to let it go, and I have no malicious intentions. I really do hope you have a good future. But I hope you get help though. You have some issues you have to work on.
Ahlian: You creeped me out and stressed me out. I can’t believe the disgusting things you wanted to do to her (Not saying who “her” is to prevent drama.) I don’t care if you ”didn’t mean it”, you don’t say shit’ like that. It actually made me physically sick. I forgive you and hope you don’t hurt yourself or others and hope you have a good future. But please get help. You are not okay.
Thanks for reading, have an awesome day. Remember to help others, but not at the expense of yourself ❤️
I considered quitting for a while but I stayed much longer than I wanted to. I really care about you guys and didn’t want to hurt anyone, but I just couldn’t do it anymore. I miss my friends, but I’m happy that I got a chance to meet you guys and help so many people the best I could. I miss doing that, but it got overwhelming always trying to be the “hero” and solve everyone’s problems all the time. I miss KoGaMa sometimes but being here did more harm to me than good. Here is why I left:
Drama: To be honest, most of the drama that happened here didn’t even involve me. I usually tried to either stay out of it or solve the issue. But even in spite of that, being surrounded by constant fighting all the time still affected me. Something was ALWAYS going wrong, someone was ALWAYS starting something, and it was so exhausting.
Toxic friendships: I’ve had my fair share of bad friendships. I won’t go into too much detail but I’ve been manipulated, used, betrayed, and treated like worthless scum by some people here, which eroded my self image and has scarred me from making any more online friends. I know there’s good people on the internet too, but I’d rather just be safe and not get too close to people online anymore.
Hacking: Sometimes, I wouldn’t even feel safe being here. The moderation seems to be better now, but before, people were getting hacked left and right. Even I was hacked before, but luckily I got my account back unscathed after a month. Many weren’t so lucky, and I lost a lot of friends from that.
Boring: Playing games was fun at first, but over time, the games people made just started getting repetitive. Not bad, just unoriginal.
Thank you to all my awesome friends for all the good memories. I appreciate you all, even those who didn’t talk to me as much.
But you know what? I’m sorry, because in a way, I was a bad friend sometimes. Sure, I was helpful and I was not a fake friend, but I wasn’t always honest with how I felt and didn’t always hold people accountable. Sure I would get mad sometimes or even snap occasionally, but I usually ended up coming back and forgiving people too fast, and that was just enabling them that it was okay to be toxic. In a way, that makes me toxic too. So I’m sorry, and I take full responsibility for that. A true friend isn’t just kind, they also hold you accountable for your actions when you mess up. Even if it’s hurtful to say, in the long run, it’s more kind than just trying to be nice to avoid hurting them briefly. It’s time that I start doing that. I have a few final things to say to a few people that I feel I never got to be truly honest with for closure. (DON’T GO HARASS ANY OF THEM)
Neriah: You did a lot of damage, arguably more than anyone else. You manipulated and lied to me, faked depression and suicide (I know you stopped doing that a while ago, and I don’t mean to hold grudges or bring up old things but it still hurts that you would do that), insulted me, unfriended me countless times, sometimes out of nowhere, and even did the same thing to others. It really affected my self esteem and still hurts. But I am trying to let it go, and I have no malicious intentions. I really do hope you have a good future. But I hope you get help though. You have some issues you have to work on.
Ahlian: You creeped me out and stressed me out. I can’t believe the disgusting things you wanted to do to her (Not saying who “her” is to prevent drama.) I don’t care if you ”didn’t mean it”, you don’t say shit’ like that. It actually made me physically sick. I forgive you and hope you don’t hurt yourself or others and hope you have a good future. But please get help. You are not okay.
Thanks for reading, have an awesome day. Remember to help others, but not at the expense of yourself ❤️